yucky day outside...

woke up to a yucky day this morning.....yesterday got some not so great news about my friend who i mentioned in an earlier post from last year.....so i've been a little bummed...thought i was ok and when i saw this person yesterday i just broke down in tears, saw this person again this morning and those same emotions came flooding back in. i did promise the tears would be gone by the time i saw them tomorrow afternoon atleast no tears around them. now all we can do is pray pray and pray some more.   



weighed on tuesday afternoon was down another lb so that's a total of 21lbs.  today when the hubby came home for lunch i had on some shorts and one of my workout shirts and he says to me man i can really tell your  getting skinny in those clotes kinda needed that today not feeling so "skinny" today.  had a rough fitcamp class lastnight about went down a time or two and about broke down in tears at the end. but today is a new day and i have to get out of this mood i'm in and get myself ready to walking and do some zumba tonight. until next time...hope you all have a blessed day.

new year new ME!!!!!

well hello everyone it's been a long while since i've been on here. after not really getting results from my on and off dieting last year i just gave up on everything and decided it just wasn't worth it anymore. my new journey began a little over 2 months ago(november 7th) when a friend on facebook sent me a message asking if i wanted to go try a class at the center not really wanting to do it i still agreed because i had promised her back in the summer i would go with her.....i got a txt from her saying she wasnt' going to be able to go to the class that night because of work BOY LET ME JUST SAY WAS I EVER SO HAPPY :) however i did end up going on and going to the class (muscle blast) and have only missed 2 classes since then and now im doing my first fitcamp and even though the workouts are hard at the end of class i'm feeling so good and can't wait to get back at it again.  last week i started doing zumba will be doing my 2nd zumba class tonight.

so here is my weekly schedule for now......mon & wed walking and fitcamp....tues & thurs walking and zumba......friday walking.....saturday & sundays walking around the neighborhood.

i have lost about 20lbs in these 2 months and probably over 25+ inches overall. i now only weigh in once a week at the center because if i have my scales at home i'll be on them constantly and dont need that i'm satisfied with the once a week like it should be for everyone trying to lose weight.

now with all this being said 2 months ago i could have cared less about losing weight etc..... i had decided i was just destined to be fat the rest of my life....now i'm a new person and know this because there have been a few times over these last 2 months that the old me would have just given up and stopped all of this all together and said why bother but no i just get up the next day and go at it again and know that it's going to be a slow progress but in the end it will be so worth it.

I have the hughest support group ever this time but my biggest supporter of all is my sweet baby girl abbie...she has to come watch me do my classes and at the end she's constantly telling me what a good job i did in class. the other day she gave me a hug and was so excited that she could almost put her arms all the way around me.  abbie i love you to the moon and back and thank you so much for being my 8 year old biggest fan.  well until tomorrow or whenever i get back hope you all have a blessed healthy day

love you guys!!!!